brand new beggining.

Hello Internet.

This post is dedicated to you.
You only.
Im really really sorry for all that had happened yesterday.
After your post, then your sms.
And i heard nothing from you already.
Are you angry?
If so, im really sorry for my selfishness.
Its been so long, we've came so far.
Its nearly 2 years.
Don't let this stop or end please?
I know i cannot take this huge blow.
So, i won't be so selfish over you.
But no matter what, your heart belongs with me.
And mine will always belong to you.
I've made a vow to you.
That i'll wait for you no matter what happens.
Its still valid now and i will do it.
6 years? 8 years or even 10 years are nothing to me.
As long as you're by my side.
Forever and always.
So, yesterday i felt jealousy, anger and sadness.
Today i felt remorseful and full of guilt.
Forgive me please?
Im not even sure whether you're angry or not.
But if you are please forgive me for my stupid act of selfishness.
I don't want this to be over.
And i don't think it will be.
Everyone's saying you're blessed, so let yourself continue to be blessed by me.
Can we do it together?

MingKang.

i don't like to lose.

Hello Internet.
Seriously, when there's couples there will be jealousy going on within each other.
Today, perhaps a day that i hated so much.
For all the selfishness from me.
The anger.
The jealousy.
The sadness.
That blackened heart for a short period.
All came to me at once.
When i first see it, i wanna give him a very stern warning and just beat him up.
The another side of me just surfaced.
I waited.
And when i calm downed.
Its like i felt sadness.
Why am i like that just now and stuffs.
But no matter what.
If he wants to play it like that, then i don't want a friend that's so thicked skin is his manner.
Xavier's thickskinned but i like his way of thickskin.
Your thickskin and not getting the situation right.
How about i and you- strangers relationship.
Its all over now, for me and him.
And my watch,

MingKang.

Heaven on Earth.

Hello Internet.
Bought my uniform today.
Whoa, it sucks totally manzxs!
The cutting's lousy.
The material's lousy.
The attitude of the people selling the uniform are stupid.
Haiz, don't talk about it already.
So played soccer.
Then went to lunch with Caroline Cerdic and Xavier.
Super funny.
That moment when we walking back to school is really really nice. (:
Just like as if its heaven on earth.
So nice and sweet. (:
Then went back school and played soccer.
And guess what?
I lost my watch again! ):
Super idiotic i tell you.
I think i won't find it back, shall scout the field tomorrow to find it.
Wish me luck.

MingKang!

the world's turning.

Hello Internet.
Well, had POP rehearsal today.
Then played soccer with sirs and seniors.
The queue for the sales of uniform is like so so so looooooong!
Buying uniform tomorrow.
Hmm, suddenly like got something hit me.
Im feeling rather heavy in my heart.
I think a song touched me.
Hmm forget it.

MingKang!

touched by an angel

Hello Internet!
Sezairi's gonna win tonight!
:D
Its like he sang the winning single, touched by an angel so beautifully. (:
Sylvia's good but i support Sezairi! :D
Hohoho!
Shall wait for the results at 10.
Hmm, today's really boring manzxs!
There's ncc tomorrow and i love it when i wear unit tee for training.
Its like so relaxing!
Haha!
Hmm, packed my wardrobe and sleep endlessly today.
Haha.
Well, shall return back to the front of the tv!

MingKang!



photos from christmas party.

when life takes charge.

Hello Internet!
A day in east coast with family's just great! (:
Hahas!
Well, brought 2 Crocodile's top.
Super nice but also super expensive luckily its on discount! :D
Then 2 bossini's jeans.
Kinda okay larhs! :D
Hehe!
Spend 5 minutes on learning bicycle.
And i gave up and vow that i'll buy a 4 wheeled car next time.
Haha.
Super hungry now.
Waiting for the delivery.

MingKang!

My heart's beating.

Hello Internet!
Hahs! So unexpected manzxs!
I actually reopen my blog.
Hmm, actually wanted to move to tumblr but its way too complicated.
Well, up above are my awesome friends!
Its been a great bbq.
Then a fantastic sentosa outing.
And then a marvellous christmas party!
Haha.
Yesterday was super fun actually.
Shangge's little brother's so cuteee!
Haha!
Well, merry christmas all.

MingKang!

The owner's too lazy to blog.
So there won't be any posts.
Until his life gets exciting.
Im just too bored to update.

For once in my life.

Happy birthday to me.

Special Day.



Hello Internet!
Firstly i would like to thank this people for wishing me Happy Birthday! :D
Caroline! :D
Jo'di! :D
Shangge! :D
Eddin! :D
Huixin! :D
Reena! :D
Min Li! :D
Kimberly! :D
Jasmine! :D
Sis! :D
SoonMin! :D
Seemiang! :D
Ruimin! :D
Amanda! :D
Giang! :D
Yenna! :D
Ysabel! :D
Xinyi! :D
Zhilin! :D
Xavier! :D
Aaron! :D
Brandon! :D
Hui Kang! :D
Chuan Yi! :D
Damien! :D
Gabriel! :D
Shi Kai! :D
Shi Hern! :D
Dexter! :D
Matthew! :D
Jordy! :D
Eric! :D
Sam! :D
Shawn! :D
Jun Jie! :D
Clement! :D
Khairul! :D
Zhehao! :D

Thank you all of you! :D
Anyways, dad and mom brought me 2 pairs of shoes as presents.
And i love them.
Thank you to them. (:
The biggest one. (:
Wow, what a day! :D

Things are back on track!

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MingKang!

White lies.

So many white lies.

Jealousy.



Hello Internet!
My god, im so so so bored.
Going back school tomorrow.
At times, its really about a big heart and an opened mind.
If not i'll really suffer.
Im tired, really tired.
Nobody's online
Ahh!

Down and bombs.

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MingKang!