Forgiveness.

A mirror of mist shows nothing, when i rubbed it clear i see myself.

Reflections.


Hello Internet.
Today was quite a day!
Look at that picture.
The colour combination.
Try to figure out the meaning of this picture.
No rights or wrongs.
Just your own point of view.
To me, the picture is showing a sunrise with night time at the other side, also all things will end and eventually better things will come if i don't give up and to continue walking and not to fall into the same hole i fall into every single time.
I don't know why i think of this.
But today i did sit on my bed and wondering about all the things that made me real unhappy to privatize my old blog.
I can see it now, very clearly.
At times, it is not that the whole world that turn their backs on me but instead it is i, myself running away from reality and looking for excuses so not to make me feel guilty.

But this time, this experience led me to a brand new discoveries.
I found another bunch of friends from different teen ages, Secondary 1 to even the graduates.
At first, i don't like people in NCC but i love NCC.
So still i go to training but everytime with a mindset that nothing will be fun.
But everytime im wrong, gradually slowly and slowly i found something inside NCC.
Its lucky that i came to training and not to skip it.
If i skip it i might not find it,
Interest, when i concentrate in something i succeed or failed but with encouragements, i gain interest in it. When i succeed i like that feeling and i wanna have more so i keep on trying thus showing commitment and when i failed i want to succeed and people encourage me once more this it shows the Never-Say-Die spirit.
It doesn't matter if i don't like this person or thing, but i have to respect its authority, and position.
Only when i do this, i manage to gain interest and stop losing in it.
This is the key to the problem mentioned yesterday.
Sometimes it is whether a person will stop, seat down and listen.
And not to have a Radar A sight and not a B, C or even D.

I remember yesterday Fathul asked me how are we going to solve a problem i told him to play soccer.
Each shot i release, each goal i scored, each ball in the net.
A game of soccer, have many different keys.
Teamwork, concentration, flexibility, strength, firmness, "weak", knowledge, foreseeing situations and many other more.
Those are the reasons why i say play soccer.
Somehow this might sound as though like crap. But, if we manage to understand all this pointers, problems will be solved and problems will not come!

Dawg, did lots of thinking today.
Im sorry for everything i made anyone to feel bad, sad, worried or disappointed.
Ending my post here.



A Change is gonna come.
With Power comes Great Responsibilities.
With Responsibilities comes a never say die spirit.
With never say die spirit comes with experiences learnt.
With Love comes Jealousy.
With Jealousy comes Envying.
With Death or Endings comes with the Born of the New Era.
And the cycle will never break, everything is linked.


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